RecoGnize U aRe the MoSt BeauTifuL ThinGs iN my LiFe.

.............After the disappointment with a man, I lost trust in men .. suspicious of the man ... until I met a man who is different from the man I had ever seen before this ... He changed my perception of people who called a man ...
  At first .. I know him by one name .... with a friendship that is too beautiful .... until at one point with a remarkable bond of friendship ....
  At the time I lost in the darkness, he gave instructions .... at a time when I'm sad he still gave a smile ......with patience to persuade... 

 when at the times I'm not sure he appeared with the courage... lead to more confident ... And when my life is full of questions you will provide the answer ... complete all deficiencies ..    
  ....... If you leave me tomorrow, I'm not sure my life will persevere and be patient like this ... Thank you for loving me. I love you ...
                                                                                                                                  Dedicated to Azman      

"A letter From Mom And Dad"

My child...
when I get old, I hope you understand and have patience with me..
In case I break a plate, or spill soup on the table because im loosing my eyesight,
I hope you don't yell at me.


Older people are sensitive.
........always having self pity when you yell
When my hearing gets worse and I cant hear what you're saying,
I hope you don't call me   "Deaf!!"
please repeat what you said or write it down...


I'm sorry, my child.
................i'm getting older


When my knees get weaker, I hope you have patience to help me get up...
like how I used to help you while you were little, Learning how to walk.


Please bear with me
when i keep repeating my self like a broken record,
I hope u just keep listening to me
please don't make fun of me,
or get sick of listening to me..


Do you remember when you were little and you wanted a balloon???
you repeated youself over and over until you got what you wanted.


............please also pardon my smell.
I smell like an old person
please don't force me to shower
my body is weak.
old people get sick easily when the're cold.
I hope I don't gross you out.
Do you remember when you were little??
I used to chase you around because you didnt want to shower


I hope you can be patient with me
when I'm always cranky
it's all part of getting old.
you'll understand when you're older....


.....and if you have spare time 
I hope we can talk
even for a few minutes
I'm always all by my self all the time.
and have no one to talk to
I know you're busy with work
even if you're not intersted in my stories,
please have time for me.
Do you remember when you were little??
I used to listen to your stories about teddy bear.
when the time comes and I get ill bedridden,
I hope you have the patience to take care of me.


IM SORRY
.....if accidentally wet the bed or make a mess
I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last
few moment of my life
I'm not going to last much longer, anyway.
when the time of my death comes, 
I hope you hold may hand
and give me strength to face death
and don't worry.....
when I finally meet our Creator..........
I will whisper in his ear
   to BLESS you
..........because you loved your Mom and Dad.


  Thank you so much for your care.
WE LOVE YOU.       
                                                                                              with much love, 
                                                                                      Mom and Dad

SeDIh + CemBuRu.. :(((((

   Tepat pada pukul 11.30pm pada 27/11/2010... hati saya titiba tergerak nak buka yahoo massenger.. dah lama saya x buka.. mata saya x dapat di alihkan pada satu gambar..... dulu..email tu selalu saya jadikan tempat untuk meluahkan perasaan.... tp kali ini...  :(((((  saya tengok "dia" happy sesangat dengan seorang perempuan dlm gambar profile tue... xpernah saya tengok dia bergambar dengan perempuan "sehappy" macam tue.. mungkin agak kerterlaluan kalau saya ada perasaan mcm nie tp....... 
  ~~~> dont know how I want 2 say... But life must go on....!!!! 

ToDaY I'm FaLLinG in LOVe 4 The 2nd Times.. WitH Da Same PerSon.!!!.

It is a mystery why I'm fall in love. It is a mystery how it

happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why

some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails. 

Sometimes, hopefully at least once in I'm life - the gift of

love will come to me in full flower. Take hold of it and

celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream u and

me share. More often, it will come and take hold of me,

celebrate me for a brief moment, then move on.

~~> Remember this and keep it to your heart. Love has its time, its
own season, its own reason for coming and going. You
cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can
only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it
comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or
from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and
there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and
always will be a mystery. BE GLAD THAT IT CAME TO LIVE
FOR A MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE.